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16, English in recovery from self harm, eating disorder, anxiety, depression, suicidalness
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Okay, thank you :) sorry if I've bothered you


You haven’t at all, I’m always here for anyone to try and help :)

I'm scared to tell him in case he doesn't like me, he's my first proper boyfriend and I don't want to ruin it


You won’t ruin anything okay? He’ll be alright with it, and if he’s a dick about it he’s just not worth your time I promise.

Do you have kik?


Yeah but I don’t give it out to anons

Well I'm going to the cinema with my boyfriend tomorrow and he wants to take me out for dinner but I have bad anxiety but he doesn't know this and I'm not sure if I can cope with tomorrow


Okay well first of all, talk to him and let him know you have anxiety, and if you decided to go out, you can do it okay? Have you heard of 7/11 breathing? If not breathe in for 7 seconds and out for 11, it really helps me. Also hold his hand, remind yourself constantly that he’s there and that you’re safe with him, that it’s going to be okay. I’m not really sure what else to say, usually when I have to go out and I get anxious I end up hiding in a bathroom :/ but yeah, try and breathe and you can do this okay? You can beat this. I hope you have a good time :) if you feel like you can’t do it, maybe just have a night in, order takeaway ect :)

How's it going in there?



We’ve had touchdown

Exciting days baby, exciting days

Whenever I think I’m recovered it just comes back ugh


It’s a metaphor, see: you hold a pen with your homework in front of you, but you don’t do it, you don’t give it the power to do its killing

Hey, sorry to bother you but can I ask your advice on something?


Of course :)

My boobs keep unbuttoning my top

Relationship advice: Find someone who accepts you for the lazy piece of shit you are. - (via suchvodka)


im ok i just want to die a lot